InsaneJournal

Current mood:	weird
Entry tags:	alec_solo, chicago

What's New With Me
Personal Journal Entry of Alec Lee Reed

This whole coughing up cancer thing has... let's just say I'm not in the best place, mentally speaking. My physical health has never been better, which is just weird, considering I felt like I was dying a couple days ago.

So far I haven't actually run into Toby and oddly enough I'm okay with that. Maybe it's lame, but the last thing I want to be doing right now is explaining something I don't even understand myself.

I'm doing that thing that most teenage boys do once they've discovered the internet is for porn (see: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNARJPNz2CA for reference) and by that I mean I'm hiding out in my room and only coming out when absolutely necessary.

Spacey's keeping me company, I think she missed me.

Cleaned up the bathroom as well, with bleach, lots and lots of bleach. I don't ever want to look at that sink and see that shit I coughed up ever again. My parents were absolute no help, they just made with the changing of subject and by that I mean they talked about Hilary and how perfect she is for me.

Uh, no, I don't think so.

Feeling... I don't know, weird, I guess. Not myself.